Sunlight shines upon crestfallen figures,
Eventually all light will fade.
Though the light could warms my limbs,
I like to linger in the shade.
You tell us to love one another,
Wicked as though we may be.
I doubt your sorrow will redeem us,
I doubt it will make my demons flee.
Your love is said to have no limits,
forgiving every sorry soul.
But I don't want to need forgiveness,
What I fullfill is my own goal.
Eventually you'll fade in darkness,
when silence falls at your big gate.
When noone asks for your salvation,
when people decide their own fate.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Birthday, anniversary, valentine!
update once again AND an announcement;
I will post the various parts of a project my and chris are working on here, wich will also, hopefully, appear in the journal for my study club. It´s a film noir short story, written by me and chris.
Now some updates as to what I have been up to lately. I celebrated my birthday last monday. The saturday before, 3 february, my girlfriend came to my house, and we had dinner to celebrate my birthday, and our 6 month anniversary. I had it all figured out. I´d take her out to dinner, confuse her with all sorts of strange telephone calls about enormous presents being delivered to certain places, and after dinner I would take her to the burgt ( old castle ruins in leiden, beautifull place to see leiden from), and I´d give her a ring I bought her. But alas, eventhough the website said the burgt would be open till 11, it was allready closed at 10. Ok, ok, nobody panic, nobody gets hurt! IVE GOT A RING AND IM NOT AFFRAID TO USE IT! No! Keep it together! Think of another place, just as romantic, to give it! QUICK! Oh what the hell, I´ll just do it now. Or should I? I'll ask her. NO DON'T! YES DO SO! oh allright. So I just gave it to her, begging to everything that might be peeking that she would like it. And she just so totally did! After letting my bloodpressure and heartrate drop a few 100 points, we went to my place, and spend the whole next day doing nothing =). Then my birthday on monday. My dad, girlfriend and I went to a italian place, where we discovered my food was free, cause it was my birthday! Ofcourse I had allready gotten the best of presents from my girlfriends( I mean friend! GIRLFRIEND! Honestly!) and my other friends . Loved the book about rainbows that I got from chris ^^. I was supposed to celebrate my birthday with my family next sunday, and I looked forward to it. MAN this post is getting a drag. Note to self, update more frequently! Anyway, I was looking forward to today, and I was fun. My nieces really did a great job picking boyfriends. All of them really nice guys. To bad my mom forgot to mention, to everyone including herself, that it was my birthday they came to celebrate, not only my grandma's. Oh I'm sorry, what was that? You heard me! They forgot my friggin birthday! Oh well, cant really blame her. Given all the pressure of feeding 22 people. But I'm still gonna. Naw just kidding, love you mom =*. She probably wont read this, but just in case she does I think shes a wonderfull woman. Well, I think we accomplished quite a lot today, let's end this session now shan't we? ADIOS
I will post the various parts of a project my and chris are working on here, wich will also, hopefully, appear in the journal for my study club. It´s a film noir short story, written by me and chris.
Now some updates as to what I have been up to lately. I celebrated my birthday last monday. The saturday before, 3 february, my girlfriend came to my house, and we had dinner to celebrate my birthday, and our 6 month anniversary. I had it all figured out. I´d take her out to dinner, confuse her with all sorts of strange telephone calls about enormous presents being delivered to certain places, and after dinner I would take her to the burgt ( old castle ruins in leiden, beautifull place to see leiden from), and I´d give her a ring I bought her. But alas, eventhough the website said the burgt would be open till 11, it was allready closed at 10. Ok, ok, nobody panic, nobody gets hurt! IVE GOT A RING AND IM NOT AFFRAID TO USE IT! No! Keep it together! Think of another place, just as romantic, to give it! QUICK! Oh what the hell, I´ll just do it now. Or should I? I'll ask her. NO DON'T! YES DO SO! oh allright. So I just gave it to her, begging to everything that might be peeking that she would like it. And she just so totally did! After letting my bloodpressure and heartrate drop a few 100 points, we went to my place, and spend the whole next day doing nothing =). Then my birthday on monday. My dad, girlfriend and I went to a italian place, where we discovered my food was free, cause it was my birthday! Ofcourse I had allready gotten the best of presents from my girlfriends( I mean friend! GIRLFRIEND! Honestly!) and my other friends . Loved the book about rainbows that I got from chris ^^. I was supposed to celebrate my birthday with my family next sunday, and I looked forward to it. MAN this post is getting a drag. Note to self, update more frequently! Anyway, I was looking forward to today, and I was fun. My nieces really did a great job picking boyfriends. All of them really nice guys. To bad my mom forgot to mention, to everyone including herself, that it was my birthday they came to celebrate, not only my grandma's. Oh I'm sorry, what was that? You heard me! They forgot my friggin birthday! Oh well, cant really blame her. Given all the pressure of feeding 22 people. But I'm still gonna. Naw just kidding, love you mom =*. She probably wont read this, but just in case she does I think shes a wonderfull woman. Well, I think we accomplished quite a lot today, let's end this session now shan't we? ADIOS
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