Interesting observations I made today:

- I am allmost never completely nude outside the shower, and when I am I feel uncomfortable. C'est bizarre.

- Axe deodorant is fucking disgusting :(

- The current state of affairs regarding room-cleanliness is; very messy/Total chaos/Lovecraftian/Cthulu (pick one)

- I am to busy to clean up.

Liefde van Later..

Ik wou dat ik het beter kon zeggen.



Will nicht jeder genau da bleiben, wo er niemals gewesen ist?

So much I thought I'd have to say
Though I try to speak, my meaning strays.
We can't avoid the facts that brought us here.
I have come to say goodbye.

The lies I try to tell with my own eyes;
An act of pride, a willful compromise.
Please understand how torn I am
When I walk away from here.

I lament the moments we won't share.
If I am far too sentimental, I apologize.
Please understand this is who I am
And who I'll still be when I've walked away from here.

You know I'm not unkind
When I say in the future,
The past is just the past.

No going back,
No change of heart
But this is now,
Time will not differ.

My thoughts betray, so easily confess
How long I'll wait here after you have gone.
Nothing ends but I don't believe that now
Please don't walk away from here.

I went alone and I remember days.
Nothing will change a single fact of who you were to me
Oh, come what may, forever to the end
I find it so hard to let you go.

And hush now, let it go now
There's no need for sad goodbyes.
Hush now, let it go now
I know it's time to go.
Time to let this fall from my hands

Wer immer nur zurück schaut, seht nur seiner Schatten.

Halo.

Radiant light, diminished,
once so bright and blazing.

Fury, and your armour choking,
the shield you're always raising.

Your Halo's slipping down.

Kracht

K heb de kracht niet om te huilen.
Verlaat me wel verlaat me niet..
Ik heb de kracht niet om te huilen,
ben krachteloos in mijn verdriet.

5 to 12.

Passion is a weird thing.
It is a force that can drive us, but when do you know if someone has passion for something? Some people say they do, but sometimes I think they clearly dont. I dont even know it for myself. And then, ok say you found out that you have a passion for something. That doesnt mean you're good at it. It doesnt mean you will live a happy life surviving on your passion. What if, say your passion is music. And you listnen to it at night, thinking "gosh I wish I could play guitar like that", but you only have 3 fingers. Then what!? Thats right, then you're drunk. LOL.