Teenage angst

Hurray for christmas! I had my first house dinner tonight, it was fun! Today was a rather shitty day though. Had worked on my paper for ages, when it was finally done I make a stupid mistake, and now it's all gone! I can't get it back now. I sure do hope they give me another chance to hand it in tomorrow. In other news, my life is great! I realise that now. I got great friends ( Job, jaap laurens, tim steven, chris, koos, sarah, en iedereen die ik verder vergeet kusje!), I got a great job, with nice people, I got my own little place, with great house mates, Im studying something I reall enjoy doing, and last but especially not least, more or less firstly, my beloved girlfriend! Nicole you're great, one of the most beautifull things in my life=). When I look back at highschool, I realise how good I had it back then. No worries, no big issues, just chillin. But you only realise that when it's gone.. So I'm gonna enjoy to the fullest extend, every day with great people.

I love you all!

Ok now all this happyness is just getting scary. QUICK DEPRESSING LYRICS!
Vnv nation - Darkangel.

In your dream you see me clear
I have no restraint, no fear
Powerless I watched from faces I'd assumed.
My purpose set. My will defined.
Caress the air.
Embrace the skies.
Escape the sorrow and restraint of mortal cities.

Give me time I will be clear.
Given time you'll understand
What possesses me to right what you have suffered.
I'm in this mood because of scorn.
I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
So many years I stood among the thoughts
and tears of those I served.
Among my own I was alone through my own doing.
All the years I walked unknown
behind the faces I assumed.
Powerless to clear your mind of what you'd suffered.

They fall again.
They fall again.

Give me time I will be clear.
Given time you'll understand
What possesses me to right what you have suffered.
I'm in this mood because of scorn.
I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
There is no faith in which to hide.
Even truth is filled with lies.
Doubting angels fall to walk among the living.
I'm in this mood because of scorn.
I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.

I'd only come here seeking peace.
I'd only come here seeking me.

It seems I came to leave.

beautifull song. there that should even things out.